I can't believe it's been three weeks since i've blogged. It's quite depressing and makes me realize maybe that's why i've been sorta sad lately. I had a mini life crisis last night! I was just laying, thinking why the heck does the same thing happen every week. Class,Work,Practice,Sleep. Everyday, that's how it goes. The weekends aren't really much more exciting. Hanging out at The Felder House, drinking, and sleeping. That pretty much sums up my schedule for the entire seven days, then repeat. I want something new! It's weird because the whole time Ryan and i weren't together, i was sad and it was something that keep me guessing what was going to happen the next day and now that Ryan and i are sorta together, i'm happy. Really happy, and the happiness is starting to just sorta fade behind the bore of what my life has become. Don't get me wrong, i'm beyond happy how things are now, but i just need more. Maybe that's me being a tad selfish but i don't know. This new thing is going to have to wait a couple weeks because i'm way too busy. Piano Proficiency, Juries, and Finals to study for and also get ready to move out of the dorms and into my new house. Maybe once May comes, things will brighten up!
I hope you all have a great week and make someone smile. (:
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