SONG OF THE WEEK!

JOHN MAYER

COMFORTABLE

..sorry i couldn't find a better video or a good live version. This isn't one of his most popular songs but it's one of my favorites.

MONTH OF HELL.

You remember in my last post when i said April would be hell? I was completely correct. My procrastination has gotten terrible and i'm buried in random assignments and miscellaneous tasks. Arts in the Park is this Saturday and i'm performing two songs...that i haven't looked at and i'm suppose to play perfectly tomorrow morning during my lesson. Like my mom said, i work well under pressure, so i'm sure it'll turn out great. It's kinda weird how my mom knows when something is wrong. I'm beyond stressed about everything. I get the test results back about my surgery on Friday. I'm preparing for the worst and hoping for the best. It seems to always work well when i go for that strategy. My mom says if it was bad, they would have already called by now, so hopefully she's right! Ryan and i went through our schedules and it turns out we won't be able to see each other until close to the end of fall semester. So, that's seven months at least until i see him. It sucks but i mean, we went ten months without talking at all, so i have to look at the bright side. That's the only way i'll get through these seven months! Enough of my ranting!

I hope you all have a fabulous week and make someone smile. (:

SONG OF THE WEEK!

Moving Pictures, Silent Films

Great Lake Swimmers

Three weeks of ridiculousness

I can't believe it's been three weeks since i've blogged. It's quite depressing and makes me realize maybe that's why i've been sorta sad lately. I had a mini life crisis last night! I was just laying, thinking why the heck does the same thing happen every week. Class,Work,Practice,Sleep. Everyday, that's how it goes. The weekends aren't really much more exciting. Hanging out at The Felder House, drinking, and sleeping. That pretty much sums up my schedule for the entire seven days, then repeat. I want something new! It's weird because the whole time Ryan and i weren't together, i was sad and it was something that keep me guessing what was going to happen the next day and now that Ryan and i are sorta together, i'm happy. Really happy, and the happiness is starting to just sorta fade behind the bore of what my life has become. Don't get me wrong, i'm beyond happy how things are now, but i just need more. Maybe that's me being a tad selfish but i don't know. This new thing is going to have to wait a couple weeks because i'm way too busy. Piano Proficiency, Juries, and Finals to study for and also get ready to move out of the dorms and into my new house. Maybe once May comes, things will brighten up!

I hope you all have a great week and make someone smile. (: