"Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do."

I don't think it's normal to be faced with the same situation twice, but i guess i should get it right this time. I'm an indecisive person, so having to choose between two things is not my forte, especially when the two things are people. I made the wrong one last time but got a second chance. I don't think lady luck will be on my side this time, so i better make the right choice the first time. I really should make a pros and cons flow chart. That sounds so dumb, i know, but my head is completely scattered. You know, i really shouldn't make a decision at all. Let time work everything out? That sounds even worse. This blog is useless but i'm posting it anyway. It's as messed up as my head is right now. One good thing is, i'm actually excited about tomorrow. I've always said nothing will top last years valentine's day and this year will be shit because Ryan and i aren't together anymore, but thankfully and hopefully that will change. I'm partying with my favorite people and forgetting about the depressing part! I promise next week's blog will be better. Please forgive me. I hope you all have a fantastic week and enjoy your valentine's day.