SONG OF THE WEEK!

This is only the beginning..

This week was just strange all together. I'm so confused with everything, but i'm happy if that makes any sense. I'm being tested on my patience with this whole situation and i really just want to speed everything up already, but i can't. I'm just hoping that this time around, it works. My god, you have no idea how much i want this to work out. I really wish my friends understood where i'm coming from with this whole situation but i know they had to see me go through a terrible time and for me to want to risk going back in that whole situation, is stupid, but i really think this is going to be good for me. I'm putting everything into it and hopefully it'll turn out in my favor. I have yet to deal with the other situation but i know sooner or later, i'll have to. Right now, i choose later. Thank you for listen to me babble on and on about how ridiculously confusing my life is right now. If only you knew everything that was going on..

I hope you all have a great week and make someone smile.

SONG OF THE WEEK!

"Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do."

I don't think it's normal to be faced with the same situation twice, but i guess i should get it right this time. I'm an indecisive person, so having to choose between two things is not my forte, especially when the two things are people. I made the wrong one last time but got a second chance. I don't think lady luck will be on my side this time, so i better make the right choice the first time. I really should make a pros and cons flow chart. That sounds so dumb, i know, but my head is completely scattered. You know, i really shouldn't make a decision at all. Let time work everything out? That sounds even worse. This blog is useless but i'm posting it anyway. It's as messed up as my head is right now. One good thing is, i'm actually excited about tomorrow. I've always said nothing will top last years valentine's day and this year will be shit because Ryan and i aren't together anymore, but thankfully and hopefully that will change. I'm partying with my favorite people and forgetting about the depressing part! I promise next week's blog will be better. Please forgive me. I hope you all have a fantastic week and enjoy your valentine's day.

2.6.10

I think it's been three weeks since the last time i actually blogged. I'm never near a computer anymore and i should find that an accomplishment but i just feel so behind on everything! I mean my social life is has improved but i miss blogging so somehow, I'll have to find a balance of both. I've decided i have two more months of freedom, then comes my hell month. April will consist of me studying for finals, practicing for juries, and trying not to kill myself before my piano proficiency exam. I don't think it's hit me yet how stressed I'll be in April, but I'm enjoying the carefree mindset i have right now. I've kinda gotten into a weekly routine that works so well. Class and work consume my week. Drinking, playing skip-bo, and surrounding myself around amazing people consume my weekends. It took long enough, but I'm finally happy with my life. I just want to stay in this moment forever but i also want things to get even better. Someone who i admire greatly posted a quote on his twitter that i can't seem to forget about. I hope you guys fall in love with it just as much as i have. Enjoy your week. Make someone smile.

"Because the only people that interest me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones that never yawn or say a commonplace thing.. but burn, burn, burn like roman candles across the night."

SONG OF THE WEEK!

Forgive me, i've been so happy.

Please forgive me for never blogging.
Also forgive me for saying i'm going to blog and never do it. I promise i will blog by Sunday. PROMISE!
Have a fabulous weekend. (: