Lately, I've been questioning my actions in certain situations. I seriously think sometimes, I've gone mad, and unfortunately I'm not the only one who agrees. A week or two ago, i went to a party and had a fabulous time, sort of too much fun. Things happened way to freaking fast and i ended up making out with an super freaking awesome guy. Bad thing, he definitely has a girlfriend...that i was well aware of.
Now, any normal person would feel terrible and never want to see or talk to said guy again, but like we've established, I'm not normal. I enjoyed it. It was actually fantastic. He's an AMAZING kisser, makes me laugh, just fantastic all around. Now, this kiss didn't just happen for no reason. I honestly think there was something else behind it, but that's what i still have yet to figure out. You would think after all is said and done, me and this said guy would have awkward moments and rare, short conversations, but it's actually the opposite.
We talk more, I'm strangely comfortable around him. Again, this really shouldn't be happening. Everything that is happening, doesn't happen in a normal situation like this. Everything happens for a reason, i keep telling myself. I guess sooner or later I'll find out what that reason is. I need some serious patience! Now, let the judging commence..
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