My mood has been such a freakin' roller coaster lately!!
I'm happy one day, annoyed another, then depressed the next!
I'm a fan of calamity, but not when it comes to my moods.

Life is pretty decent right now i suppose. I have a good group of friends, classes are finally about to end for the semester, and I'm getting closer to friends I've lost touch with in the past year. Of course i have that feeling that something is missing and i know exactly what it is, i just wish it would go away. I don't need you to be happy. I can find my own happiness..or at least that's what I've been trying to do for the last six months. I'll get there. Eventually. Great things take time and one day, it'll happen. I just wish it was here already..

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
Marianne Williamson

The more days that go by where i think about you less, makes me happy. Knowing that we haven't gotten back together after this long apart is a sign things were never really meant to last forever like you said. It's refreshing to have come to this conclusion. If only we could still be friends, but beggers can't be choosers. I'm completely content with how my life is going and i don't want to slow down or rewind. Life is good. Enjoy the good parts while you can.

Don't Judge Me.

I'd have to say today was a great day.

Nothing significant happened. I laughed. A lot. I mean, i always laugh. It is one of my favorite things to do, but today was different. I didn't think about any of the bad things happening in my past or present at the moment, i just let it go and laughed. Feels awesome. I really wish i could do this all the time, but i guess that's what recovering is. It takes a while to get back to how you were. It's been almost eight months since everything started happening, but i can finally say I'm getting better. It feels amazing to know how far I've come since March.

“Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it.”

quote of the day

"Dont throw yourself out on another’s whim. People change, as do intentions and as a result, consequences. Live for yourself - Love those around you, but realize that they’ve got their own agendas."

I think i have enough blog sites.

Why not add another, right?

This is the aftermath of me being extrememly annoyed and sleep deprived.

Expect many rants, raves, and complete chaos about my life, friends, and lack thereof.